Not Sure What I'm Unsure About.

I feel what I can only describe as "off" lately. Or as Facebook would say "one of those moods where you dont know whats wrong".
And when you don't know what's wrong, you don't know how or where to begin to find a solution. It's a fucking stress within itself when you don't know why you're upset or why you're down, or why you're feeling down, angry, sad, or just plain...bad? So our minds are wired to deal with this stress in some way. Like, for example, I daydream.
It usually starts with me in a bookstore in New York drinking hot chocolate. I'm 'reading' a book, although...I'm not. Usually when I go to a bookstore, I'm lucky to find a book to really focus my attention on. If I do: I'm sitting down wherever I'm at and reading my ass off. If not: I grab a book, a chair and pretend to read. What I'm really doing is taking in the smell of coffee, the tranquil music and the overall appeal of the bookstore. It's mind easing for me; this is what I day dream about when my mind just seems blank.
Other times, when I don't feel like doing work or I don't understand some sort of math problem and my brain partially shuts down, I find myself somewhere in Europe. I'm looking at the buildings, the architecture, getting lost and trying to get directions from a person speaking a different language only to have them scam me out of tons of money [haha, it's funny---only not really].
Ah. Same old, same old. That or I day dream about having an awesome adventure worthy of becoming a movie...
Point is, I'm avoiding trying to figure out my problem. Not really putting much effort into it. I mean: I'm not upset...but I'm not happy either. I'm not necessarily in a rut...but not really living an exciting life. [Like. Ever. But that's beside the point.]
I'm more or less just "floatin' around in the air all accidental-like".
Oh, to float around all accidental-like. I love Forrest Gump.
And then I think about art school. I'm note sure how describe my feelings towards it except that I'm very anxious about it. I'm not entirely sure what to expect, nor who I will meet, nor if it will meet my expectations. Will it be just like high school? Will it be nicer? Will I finally be in my "element"?
"OMG ARE YOU READY? I'M TOTALLY READY. I CAN'T WAIT. AHHH. ARRTTTT SCHOOOLLLL." I say it, but I don't fully mean it.
Gosh. I'm pretty confused and my mind isn't functioning as clearly as I'd like it to.
I mean, I still haven't even figured out what the problem is. Wasn't this blog supposed to help me out with that????
Uh, yes. Yes it was.